Friday, 13 November 2009

comin 'round the last bend

Time is definitely accelerating.

Today is day 90 and it has come by so fast!

I have been very busy with so many things and changes that I barely notice the days as they fly by.
Although I have good energy in the day, I am still finding deep sleep elusive and so I run out of puff around 11pm.

I am suffering a deep level of stress right now and hope that as that subsides, I will return to some good kip.

My weight is reducing nice and steadily now and although I am unlikely to hit my target by the end of the 100 days, I will be only a couple of kilos over, so I will really focus on continuing to eat very consciously.

Recently, I have been experiencing some mild pangs for this and that, thinking about white wine and maybe a pipe, not heavy cravings but a kind of interest to see how I relate to these 'old friends' after the break.

I now believe that I will basically remain clear and sober most of the time and hope to be able to occasionally indulge as appropriate. We will see what happens.

One thing I know is that if I begin to use habitually in the way I did before, then it will probably mean me giving up for...1000 days!

As I approach the finish line for '100 days of good decisions - body', I am formulating the next challenge that I feel needs some attention in my life now.

At this point the main contender is '100 days of good decisions - affluence'!

I love this word!

It goes beyond just money accumulation or financial independence/security.

The dictionary defines it thus;

af⋅flu⋅ence

[af-loo-uhns or, often, uh-floo-]
–noun
1.abundance of money, property, and other material goods; riches; wealth.
2.an abundant supply, as of thoughts or words; profusion.
3.a flowing to or toward; afflux.
Origin:
1350–1400; ME <>affluentia, equiv. to af- af- + flu- flow +-entia -ence


I Particularly like the 3rd definition that evokes a sense of effortlessness that resonates with the '100 days' concept.

You see, I don't have to become an 'entreprenuer', I don't have to re-identify myself as 'into money' or that now I must dedicate my focus from now on to getting rich.
Just as I didn't have become 'sober' or teetotal for life.

I just devote 100 days to good decisions that bring the desired results.

I can then enjoy opening to the world of wealth and financial abundance, without feeling as though I have sacrificed some 'higher calling' in my life, or that I have questionable priorities!

Again, all stories we write to ourselves. So again, From this Monday the 16th November until Tuesday 23rd February, (same date numbers as the first project), I will surrender to my higher power for 100 days and allow it to guide my actions through good decisions, towards affluence.

I will allow myself to slip into the river of plenty and ride the current.

At the end of the 100 days, I will have created results that will endure,
as I have done with my health.

Having flicked the switch from physical self destruct or unwell-ness
to physical self create or well-ness,

I now flick the switch from poverty to affluence!

Easy really!

I will elaborate on my affluence actions and strategies on day 10, which will also be the big day 100 of 'body'!

If anyone would like to join me in this affluence experiment, please feel free!

Big fat peace, love and out!




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